Printed Dress - H&M
Necklace - Gaudi
Neon Yellow Box Clutch - Random shop in Bangkok
Neon Yellow Flats - Random shop in Bangkok
This is the last part of my last month's trip to Seoul and this is, N Seoul Tower!
The view from the cable car
The infamous Love Padlock.
Instead of locked a padlock, me and my boyfriend got this couple rings. I always want to have this kind of simple unisex ring.
The korean words that were engraved on there are korean spelling of our names. So mine was my BF's name. It is kinda cheesy to use korean words to be honest but since we got these in korea, might as well use the native language right?
Anyway if you still with me till this part, thank you. I just want to share my worries these days.
Lately, I've been kind of stressed out with my weight in case you haven't notice. I've been pretty skinny practically through my whole life so I've never been under strict diet or anything because I did a lot of sports and dance before I came to Korea.
But now, I've gained 6 kilos (around 13 pounds) these past 6 months since I got to Korea. The food portion here is BIG and I generally have big appetite, not a good combination. On top of that, lack of sport and dance activities here also playing a big part.
People may say, it's okay, you're healthy this way, etc. but it's hard to feel that way, mainly because I live in Korea.
When you see those Kpop girlbands like Girls' Generation, you might think that they're skinny because they're entertainers but NO! 90% of the girls here are Girls' Generation-level skinny (or even skinnier)!!! How am I supposed to not feel bad about myself?? Believe it or not, it's pretty hard to find Korean girl who's fatter than me here.
I'm trying to go on diet but it's so hard.. I can't hold myself to keep chewing any food I see.
I don't know guys, I'm still trying. I feel really sad everytime I try to fit into my old jeans or seeing my size keeps going up.
I'm gonna try. Like seriously, solemnly dedicate myself to lose these fats. Wish me luck guys.
By the way, if you follow my instagram you might noticed that I dyed my hair to brown with blonde shades few weeks ago. So this would be my last post with my brown ombre-ish hair.